Yes, maybe I haven't found it yet, but at least there actually is a scene that I'm looking for. The colors are apparent in my head, the background music is ready to play, it's already been playing in my head for many many days. However, the actual "vision" does not match the audio. That's what I'm waiting for. The match.
I know I believe. I know I must believe. I know I must believe until there is no "until".
It's a nice December evening.